Circe by Madeline Miller

Synopsis:

 

In the house of Helios, god of the sun and mightiest of the Titans, a daughter is born. But Circe has neither the look nor the voice of divinity, and is scorned and rejected by her kin. Increasingly isolated, she turns to mortals for companionship, leading her to discover a power forbidden to the gods: witchcraft.

When love drives Circe to cast a dark spell, wrathful Zeus banishes her to the remote island of Aiaia. There she learns to harness her occult craft, drawing strength from nature. But she will not always be alone; many are destined to pass through Circe's place of exile, entwining their fates with hers. The messenger god, Hermes. The craftsman, Daedalus. A ship bearing a golden fleece. And wily Odysseus, on his epic voyage home.

There is danger for a solitary woman in this world, and Circe's independence draws the wrath of men and gods alike. To protect what she holds dear, Circe must decide whether she belongs with the deities she is born from, or the mortals she has come to love.
 

Rating: 🌟🌟🌟🌟

 

I'm in awe of Madeline Miller. Retellings usually don't appeal to me, but I think Miller captures the heart of Greek mythology and tells the stories in a way that fills her audience with the same sense of wonder that the original myths did a millennia ago. Though the myths have been preserved and translated through time, I think the writing style is too dated to accurately convey the same feelings the ancient Greeks experienced. Of course, I'm sure scholars and lovers of Greek myth would disagree with me, but for the majority of readers, Greek mythology just isn't accessible. Through Miller's modern prose, she refreshes all the legends without diluting the essence of it.

Circe is excellent. Circe's narration throughout the novel is gorgeously written and super feminist. Even when she feels strongly about things, Circe's voice remains just detached enough to convey the eternity that weighs down on her and obscures the passage of time. It really makes Miller's skill as a writer shine. However, no matter how much I respect that writing technique, it did make me enjoy the story less. Circe's distance from everything made all of her experiences hit me less powerfully, and I didn't have the same emotional investment in her and her story as I did Patroclus and Achilles in The Song of Achilles.

The story also dragged a bit for me, even though I understand its intention to show how long Circe's life is. I don't mind slow books, but between the detached narration and wandering plot, it made me feel less invested than I know I could've been. Again, it's the nature of the story Miller set out to tell, so my complaints ultimately come down to personal preference, rather an issue with the novel's quality.

Though I liked Miller's freshman novel The Song of Achilles more, her sophomore novel Circe is undeniably a gem of fantasy and one of the best modern retellings a reader can put their hands on.

King of Scars (Nikolai Duology, #1) by Leigh Bardugo

Synopsis:

 

Nikolai Lantsov has always had a gift for the impossible. No one knows what he endured in his country’s bloody civil war—and he intends to keep it that way. Now, as enemies gather at his weakened borders, the young king must find a way to refill Ravka’s coffers, forge new alliances, and stop a rising threat to the once-great Grisha Army.

Yet with every day a dark magic within him grows stronger, threatening to destroy all he has built. With the help of a young monk and a legendary Grisha Squaller, Nikolai will journey to the places in Ravka where the deepest magic survives to vanquish the terrible legacy inside him. He will risk everything to save his country and himself. But some secrets aren’t meant to stay buried—and some wounds aren’t meant to heal.
 

Rating: 🌟🌟🌟🌟

 

Let's get something straight right off the bat: this is the sequel to both the Grisha trilogy and Six of Crows duology, which means you need to read the Grisha trilogy before reading this. The Grisha trilogy and the Six of Crows duology both served as entry points into Leigh Bardugo's world, and King of Scars is a marriage of both - the politics and mythology of the Grish trilogy and the heist and spywork of the Six of Crows duology.

I didn't realize how badly I missed the Grishaverse until I started reading. I missed this world and these characters like crazy! Being back in Ravka with so many familiar faces really highlights how much Bardugo has grown as a writer and a storyteller since the Grisha trilogy. The Grisha trilogy will always have a special place in my heart for being my favorite books when I was a teenager, but they haven't aged well. King of Scars takes everything that was good about the Grisha trilogy - the mythology, the politics, and the world-building - and makes it better.

From what people have said, I expected Nina's story to feel more disconnected from Nikolai and Zoya's, but Bardugo did an excellent job of weaving Nina's story and the spirit of the Six of Crows duology into Nikolai and Zoya's stories without compromising either narrative. While I think the abrupt switch in POVs can be a bit jarring at times, I think Nina's story complements Nikolai's and Zoya's stories well.

However, I do think Nikolai's story was buried by Nina's and Zoya's. For a duology focused on Nikolai, I felt Nina's and Zoya's chapters were more engaging, and even Isaak's chapters filled me with a greater sense of excitement than Nikolai's did. Have I just fallen out of love with Nikolai? He was my favorite character when I read the Grisha trilogy as a teen, but since revisiting it, I found myself more interested in the Darkling and Genya, even Alina herself. I wonder if, because I loved Nikolai so much in the past, his character just isn't as compelling to me.

My least favorite part of King of Scars was by far the slow pacing. The beginning, especially the first 100 pages or so, was incredibly slow. I felt very similarly about Six of Crows, so it may just be how Bardugo will write her books from now on, by sacrificing pacing in exchange for a more solid set-up. But once the plot did pick up, oh MAN did it pick up.

So let's talk about that ending. Without getting into spoiler territory, the ending didn't really surprise me? I expected to be SHOOK over the ending, but there was so much foreshadowing at it in the last 200 pages of the book that it really came as no surprise at all. I think it's definitely a questionable choice, however, especially in how it compromises the original ending of the Grisha trilogy. It makes the Grisha trilogy feel a lot more like "so what?" and that's kind of disappointing. If there hadn't been so many references to the Grisha trilogy in this novel, I would've suspected Bardugo was trying to divorce the Grisha trilogy from the family and have us forget about her.

Overall, I didn't love this novel, but enjoyed it a lot nonetheless and am eagerly awaiting the sequel.

The Glass Spare (The Glass Spare #1) by Lauren DeStefano

Synopsis:

 

Wil Heidle, the only daughter of the king of the world’s wealthiest nation, has grown up in the shadows. Kept hidden from the world in order to serve as a spy for her father—whose obsession with building his empire is causing a war—Wil wants nothing more than to explore the world beyond her kingdom, if only her father would give her the chance.

Until one night Wil is attacked, and she discovers a dangerous secret. Her touch turns people into gemstone. At first Wil is horrified—but as she tests its limits, she’s drawn more and more to the strange and volatile ability. When it leads to tragedy, Wil is forced to face the destructive power within her and finally leave her home to seek the truth and a cure.

But finding the key to her redemption puts her in the path of a cursed prince who has his own ideas for what to do with her power.

With a world on the brink of war and a power of ultimate destruction, can Wil find a way to help the kingdom that’s turned its back on her, or will she betray her past and her family forever?
 

Rating: 🌟🌟

2.5 stars.

Red Queen, Throne of Glass, and Shadow and Bone called, and they said they'd like their plots back.

The Glass Spare reads like Lauren DeStefano played generic YA fantasy novel bingo one night, and then decided to shove it all into her novel. Main character is a princess? Check. Main character has unexplained special powers that no one else has? Check. She's forced to team up with a swoony male love interest who isn't affected by her powers? Check and check.

I didn't think it was possible for any novel's world-building to be even more of a clusterfuck than The Selection series. At least with The Selection, the whole thing was so bad that I could let my eyes glaze over and pretend I didn't see all glaring inconsistencies. But The Glass Spare isn't an overall trash fire. The writing is great, and I actually really enjoyed the way the characters interacted. So what the hell happened to the world-building?

At first glance, the world seems like your generic medieval fantasy Europe. But then Wil starts talking about trains and electricity and RIBOFLAVIN??? Y'ALL KNOW WHAT THAT IS?????? And the world-building just starts to collapse in on itself. How technologically advanced is this world? How easy is this technology to access for the average person? Why are alchemy and magical curses a thing, alongside 1900s technology? Why does every kingdom still have a monarchy? I have a lot of questions, but no answers even after 400 pages.

Which, speaking of the novel's length, this book is over 400 pages long but nothing really happens? It takes about 150 pages to even get to what's laid out in the synopsis, which already told me the pacing wouldn't be great. We spend those first 150 pages with Wil and her family, who are overall such generic archetypes that I didn't care about any of them. Wil's mother is the only vaguely interesting one, but gets discounted so often due to her "superstitious" nature that I could tell the novel wasn't going to let her be an interesting, complex character beyond the "crazy mom" trope.

So, why give it 2.5 stars then? Because I didn't hate it. The writing actually appealed to me a lot, to the point where I plan to pick up DeStephano's other novels. Her writing is more literary in tone, so I can see why it would turn off other readers, but I thoroughly enjoyed it. It made the novel quick to get through, even if I was bored much of time. I also enjoyed how Wil, Loom, and Zay interacted, again mostly due to how the writing shaped their relationships.

But other than that? The novel as a whole is just so unremarkable. If The Glass Spare had even a lick of originality, I probably would've really liked it.

Girls of Paper and Fire (Girls of Paper and Fire, #1) by Natasha Ngan

Synopsis:

 

Each year, eight beautiful girls are chosen as Paper Girls to serve the king. It's the highest honor they could hope for...and the most cruel.

But this year, there's a ninth girl. And instead of paper, she's made of fire.

In this lush fantasy, Lei is a member of the Paper caste, the lowest and most oppressed class in Ikhara. She lives in a remote village with her father, where the decade-old trauma of watching her mother snatched by royal guards still haunts her. Now, the guards are back, and this time it's Lei they're after--the girl whose golden eyes have piqued the king's interest.

Over weeks of training in the opulent but stifling palace, Lei and eight other girls learn the skills and charm that befit being a king's consort. But Lei isn't content to watch her fate consume her. Instead, she does the unthinkable--she falls in love. Her forbidden romance becomes enmeshed with an explosive plot that threatens the very foundation of Ikhara, and Lei, still the wide-eyed country girl at heart, must decide just how far she's willing to go for justice and revenge.

Rating: 🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟

 

Oh my goodness gracious, I LOVED THIS!!! From the setting, to the atmosphere of the world, to the f/f romance, I adored just about everything in this book. I think Natasha Ngan just claimed a spot on my auto-buy authors list.

What's most striking to me about this novel is how self-aware it is. Based on the synopsis, this novel fools you into thinking it'll be yet another YA fantasy where the main character, Lei, falls in love with her abuser, the Demon King. But where many other YA novels have romanticized such relationships, Ngan subverts expectations entirely: the abuser is rightfully villainized, and instead romance blooms between two of his Paper Girls. By having the f/f romance happen specifically between two of the Paper Girls, Ngan also overturns the anticipated girl hate between competitors perpetuated by earlier YA novels like The Selection. Over the course of the novel, Ngan goes out of her way to show the ways in which each Paper Girl is complex and layered. When girl-on-girl hate does happen, the reader understand the motivations behind the Paper Girl's actions, rather than villianizing her just because she's female.

Additionally, I really enjoyed Ngan's commentary surrounding LGBT+ issues. Throughout the story, Lei makes subtle comments about how m/m relationships tend to be more accepted and anticipated, even if still looked down upon by the society, while f/f relationships are entirely taboo. Because I see this in my own life - and especially in publishing - the LGBT+ rep felt authentic to me. Ngan knows how her book fits into conversations around queer representation.

This is probably my favorite Asian-inspired world to date. Ngan's imagery is so lush, and made the atmosphere deliciously immersive. Usually, when I'm reading a book I'm loving, I can't help but fly through the pages. But the world of Girls of Paper and Fire was so beautifully crafted on an aesthetic level that I couldn't help but savor every page. It's a deception, but gosh is it a beautiful deception.

And the romance? Oh, don't even get me started on how much I adored it. I could wax poetic about it, shout to the stars about it. I won't get into any spoiler territory, but this is my favorite f/f romance I've read to date. As a bisexual woman, it made me feel seen. I love both of the characters, and I love the way in which their relationship develops.

I cannot wait until the second book!

The Hod King (The Books of Babel #3) by Josiah Bancroft

Synopsis:

 

Fearing an uprising, the Sphinx sends Senlin to investigate a plot that has taken hold in the ringdom of Pelphia. Alone in the city, Senlin infiltrates a bloody arena where hods battle for the public's entertainment. But his investigation is quickly derailed by a gruesome crime and an unexpected reunion.

Posing as a noble lady and her handmaid, Voleta and Iren attempt to reach Marya, who is isolated by her fame. While navigating the court, Voleta attracts the unwanted attention of a powerful prince whose pursuit of her threatens their plan.

Edith, now captain of the Sphinx's fierce flagship, joins forces with a fellow wakeman to investigate the disappearance of a beloved friend. She must decide who to trust as her desperate search brings her nearer to the Black Trail where the hods climb in darkness and whisper of the Hod King.

As Senlin and his crew become further dragged in to the conspiracies of the Tower, everything falls to one question: Who is The Hod King?

Rating: 🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟

 

Is it too early to say this is my favorite book of the year? If the mood of the first two books was "oh man I can't put this down, I have to find out what happens next," The Hod King is hands-down EVERYTHING BAD THAT COULD HAPPEN IS HAPPENING RIGHT NOW.

Basically, I was white-knuckled on the book the entire time I was reading it.

Josiah Bancroft never ceases to amaze me with his originality. I swear, this man is a bottomless well of creativity. His world-building never stagnates. He never settles into the comfort of this incredible world he's created. With every novel, the Tower becomes ever more complex and detailed. Whatever brain food diet Bancroft is on, I want some.

Unlike Senlin Ascends or Arm of the Sphinx, the majority of this installment takes place in Pelphia, the fifth ringdom. Even though the location is consistent, Pelphia continues to evolve over the course of the novel as the characters experience different facets of its society. Pelphia demonstrates the worst of what "court culture" can be, filled to the brim with the rich and idle. Yet despite the exploitative and sometimes downright evil nature of the scandal-obsessed society, the grotesque never felt graphic. I'm a big fan of dark fantasy, and I think it takes a lot of skill to be able to communicate the same level of moral bankruptcy without doing so in an especially stomach-churning way. Bancroft masterfully balances the reader's sense of whimsy with the reality of the wickedness that occurs within Pelphia and the Tower at large.

I also thought the structure of The Hod King to be especially compelling. Unlike most ensemble narratives that consistently rotate POVs, this novel is split into three main acts (and a mini act at the end), each featuring POVs from a specific set of characters. This structure is especially successful because of how each act is built. Each ends on the sort of cliff-hanger that had me flipping forward to find out when I would be back with that character. But then the next act would build up to a cliff-hanger just as intense, and all I wanted to do was find out what happened to THAT character. It was horrible for my anxiety and you better believe I loved every goddamn minute of it.

Also can we talk about how there's a f/f relationship in this?? Between two middle-aged women??? When does that EVER happen, especially in fantasy?????? JOSIAH BANCROFT WENT THERE. HE DID THAT FOR US.

Overall, I'm just in awe of this series. Each book is so incredible, and none of the installments ever demonstrate a dip in quality. The prose is clever and whimsical, the characters are wildly realistic, and the world-building is just of such a high caliber it makes me want to weep. I cannot recommend these books enough. I know plenty of people with more authority and several years of life on me have already said this, but sincerely, these books are classics and I adore them with all my heart. You better believe that I'm going to get up at some ungodly hour and order that Anderida Books edition as soon as it's announced.

Also, I still love Byron and would give my left leg to protect him at all costs.

Two Dark Reigns (Three Dark Crowns, #3) by Kendare Blake

Synopsis:

 

Queen Katharine has waited her entire life to wear the crown. But now that she finally has it, the murmurs of dissent grow louder by the day. There’s also the alarming issue of whether or not her sisters are actually dead—or if they’re waiting in the wings to usurp the throne.

Mirabella and Arsinoe are alive, but in hiding on the mainland and dealing with a nightmare of their own: being visited repeatedly by a specter they think might be the fabled Blue Queen. Though she says nothing, her rotting, bony finger pointing out to sea is clear enough: return to Fennbirn.

Jules, too, is in a strange place—in disguise. And her only confidants, a war-gifted girl named Emilia and her oracle friend Mathilde, are urging her to take on a role she can’t imagine filling: a legion-cursed queen who will lead a rebel army to Katharine’s doorstep.

This is an uprising that the mysterious Blue Queen may have more to do with than anyone could have guessed—or expected.

Rating: 🌟🌟🌟🌟

 

This is by far the best book of the series thus far. It fixed all of my issues with the previous books, mainly the slow pacing of One Dark Throne and how deeply I disliked Arsinoe and Jules as characters.

In my review of the previous book, I explained that I felt like Arsinoe felt more like a device to make Jules's narrative relevant to the story than an actual character. Together, I just found them insufferable. But in Two Dark Reigns, they spend the majority of the novel separate and HOLY CRAP did it make a difference. Separating Arsinoe and Jules is hands down the best decision Kendare Blake has made for this entire series.

Without Jules as a crutch, Arsinoe became an actual character! Granted, she still didn't quite feel "full" because she's deeply connected to the Blue Queen, but she had a heck of a lot more presence than when she was with Jules. Jules, on the other hand, has always been by far my least favorite main character (though Joseph still takes the cake for least fav character overall). But I daresay I liked her in this novel? Without her dedication to Arsinoe and constant pining after Joseph, she finally had a personality beyond them, and more focus was given to who she actually is as a person. I thought Jules was an interesting deconstruction of the "chosen one" trope, with her uncertainty and outright rejection of being lifted up as the Legion Queen.

The pacing, and thus plot, were also significantly improved in this novel. While I thought the slow pacing of Three Dark Crowns did a fantastic job at building suspense, it made One Dark Throne so boring. In Two Dark Reigns, the pacing picked up to its fastest yet, which meant there was significantly more plot. Gone are the days spent meandering about Wolf Spring, in favor of a rising rebellion with a false queen, killing mist, and the ghost of the Blue Queen of legend.

I'm so glad that Kendare Blake was given the opportunity to add more onto this series. If it had just been the duology, honestly, I would've been disappointed, between the slow pacing and annoying and/or underdeveloped characters Two Dark Reigns was a much-needed addition to this series - almost necessary, I'd argue.

I read the preview of Four Dead Queens by Astrid Scholte

Synopsis:

 

Seventeen-year-old Keralie Corrington may seem harmless, but she's, in fact, one of Quadara's most skilled thieves and a liar. Varin, on the other hand, is an honest, upstanding citizen of Quadara's most enlightened region, Eonia. He runs afoul of Keralie when she steals a package from him, putting his life in danger. When Varin attempts to retrieve the package, he and Keralie both find themselves entangled in a conspiracy that leaves all four of Quadara's queens dead.

With no other choices and on the run from Keralie's former employer, the two decide to join forces, endeavoring to discover who has killed the queens and save their own lives in the process. When their reluctant partnership blooms into a tenuous romance, they must overcome their own dark secrets in hopes of a future together that seemed impossible just days before. But first they have to stay alive and untangle the secrets behind the nation's four dead queens.

Rating: 🌟🌟🌟🌟

 

Netgalley has a free preview available to read, so I gave it a go.

I'm pleasantly surprised. Four Dead Queens isn't set in a stereotypical medieval European-inspired fantasy world. Its medicine and technology are advanced, but only in certain regions. The balance between the traditional fantasy-medieval regions and the more dystopian-esque technologically and medically savvy regions is intriguing. Astrid Scholte seems to capture the best of both worlds in only one world, creating this fantasy-dystopia mash-up that, unlike Victoria Aveyard's Red Queen series, so far holds up.

The writing seems a little on-the-nose at times, but the pacing and prose are good, even if there is info-dumping. I like Keralie as a character, though I do think Varin outshines her so far. Keralie seems a little too stereotypically "badass female character," whereas Varin isn't the swaggering, cocky male character YA tends to favor, automatically making him a more interesting character to me.

Overall, this preview surprised me and enticed me to pick up the novel upon release.

One Dark Throne (Three Dark Crowns #2) by Kendare Blake

Synopsis:

 

The battle for the Crown has begun, but which of the three sisters will prevail?

With the unforgettable events of the Quickening behind them and the Ascension Year underway, all bets are off. Katharine, once the weak and feeble sister, is stronger than ever before. Arsinoe, after discovering the truth about her powers, must figure out how to make her secret talent work in her favor without anyone finding out. And Mirabella, once thought to be the strongest sister of all and the certain Queen Crowned, faces attacks like never before—ones that put those around her in danger she can’t seem to prevent.

In this enthralling sequel to Kendare Blake’s New York Times bestselling Three Dark Crowns, Fennbirn’s deadliest queens must face the one thing standing in their way of the crown: each other.

Rating: 🌟🌟🌟

 

Unpopular opinion: I liked Three Dark Crowns better.

I understand why Three Dark Crowns was slow. It gave the reader the opportunity to really get to know the characters before their lives were in danger, set up the world, build the stakes, etc.. One Dark Throne, therefore, had no business being as slow as it was for the first 200 pages or so. The death competition has started! We don't need anymore set-up! Not to mention, the slow pace didn't create the same sense of tension as it did in Three Dark Crowns, and so the pacing just felt dull without any payoff of suspense.

I didn't like Arsinoe or Jules in the first novel, but they were tolerable enough that I wasn't "seething hatred"-level bothered. In this book, however, they drove me absolutely bonkers. Thankfully, Joseph wasn't nearly so annoying as the first book, but it's like Arsinoe and Jules absorbed everything irritating about him and doubled it. Arsinoe really doesn't contribute anything to the plot, and really seems more like a vehicle for making Jules's narrative relevant to the story. I guess I understand Kendare Blake wanting to include a non-queen narrative, but I wish it hadn't been at the cost of sacrificing Arsinoe as a character. She's not even boring. Boring I could handle. Instead, she's so frustrating that I want to hurl her out of the novel.

Low-key, I'm devastated about Katharine's character. Don't get me wrong, I ADORE the power and mystery she's taken on since being thrown into the Breccia Domain a la the previous novel, but I wish it had happened to a different character. Katharine was my favorite character, and in my opinion the most compelling of the three queens. I would've preferred to see her character preserved, and had a different character undergo the changes of the Breccia Domain. I think Mirabella would've been a fine candidate, and seeing her struggle between the will of the dead queens and her own mercy for her sisters could've been incredible.

I couldn't put the book down from the Queen's Duel section and onwards, hence my 3 star rating despite all of my issues. That, combined with Katharine's existence, really saved this book from being a 2 star read for me. One Dark Throne really felt like a lot of missed opportunities. The first book set it up to be so dark and so complex, and it just didn't live up to the expectations the first book built.

I'm relieved that there are more books after this one, because that conclusion read as such a non-ending that I would've rioted lol

Three Dark Crowns (Three Dark Crowns #1) by Kendare Blake

Synopsis:

 

In every generation on the island of Fennbirn, a set of triplets is born—three queens, all equal heirs to the crown and each possessor of a coveted magic. Mirabella is a fierce elemental, able to spark hungry flames or vicious storms at the snap of her fingers. Katharine is a poisoner, one who can ingest the deadliest poisons without so much as a stomachache. Arsinoe, a naturalist, is said to have the ability to bloom the reddest rose and control the fiercest of lions.

But becoming the Queen Crowned isn’t solely a matter of royal birth. Each sister has to fight for it. And it’s not just a game of win or lose…it’s life or death. The night the sisters turn sixteen, the battle begins.

The last queen standing gets the crown.

Rating: 🌟🌟🌟🌟

 

WOW, I really liked this one! I've heard a lot of mixed reviews, with people either loving it or hating it and not much "meh" in between. I tend not to buy into hype anymore - especially YA hype - because I always end up disappointed, so I'll admit I was pretty cynical going into this. But hot damn, I was gripped from the first chapter.

I understand why Three Dark Crowns isn't everyone's cup of tea: it's slow, has a lot of characters, and is unapologetically dark and mature as YA goes. But that's exactly what made me love it. I love dark fantasy, but it usually fails in the YA genre. I find much of the time that when an author tries to make their YA dark, it ends up coming off as cheap and edgy, and overall feels gratuitous. But Kendare Blake really nailed it here.

Though I do agree that there are a few too many characters, I really enjoyed the main trio of Katharine, Arsinoe, and Mirabella. I didn't necessarily like them all - Arsinoe in particular I liked less and less as the novel progressed - but they were all so wonderfully flawed and different from each other. YA has a tendency to default to the badass female character archetype, and it was refreshing to see the nuances of what it means to be "powerful" explored through each sister. What power means for each sister is different, but ultimately each one is rendered powerless at some point in the novel, depending on the circumstances. I absolutely adore how layered Blake's exploration of power is. Not to mention, I loved seeing women at the forefront of politics and power.

Jules and Joseph fell the most flat for me. Joseph felt more like a way to create drama in order to propel the plot forward than a character. Jules just pissed me off to no end, and often had me wondering what her purpose was in the novel besides to cause drama and make Arsinoe more interesting. Jules falls most into that "strong female character" trope, insta-love included. I personally would've liked to see Arsinoe navigate her life without Jules to constantly save her ass, or keep Jules, but have her be less trope-y.

I don't mind slow reads as long as the writing keeps building my sense of suspense and anticipation, so the slow pacing didn't bother me as much as I think it did other people. But I do think the pacing needed to pick up sooner than it did. I started to get a little bored in the page 200-300 range. If the synopsis had been different, I don't think it would've been a problem. This book is mostly set-up for the death competition between the queens, but the synopsis paints the novel as though it is the death competition. Because the competition doesn't kick in until the last 100 pages, the all the set-up started to drag for me.

Ultimately, the things I disliked about Three Dark Crowns were minor for me. I went in with low expectations, and instead was presented with a real gem of dark YA fantasy. I can't wait to start the second book!

Eliza and Her Monsters by Francesca Zappia

Synopsis:

 

In the real world, Eliza Mirk is shy, weird, and friendless. Online, she’s LadyConstellation, the anonymous creator of the wildly popular webcomic Monstrous Sea. Eliza can’t imagine enjoying the real world as much as she loves the online one, and she has no desire to try.

Then Wallace Warland, Monstrous Sea’s biggest fanfiction writer, transfers to her school. Wallace thinks Eliza is just another fan, and as he draws her out of her shell, she begins to wonder if a life offline might be worthwhile.

But when Eliza’s secret is accidentally shared with the world, everything she’s built—her story, her relationship with Wallace, and even her sanity—begins to fall apart.

Rating: 🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟

 

I'm surprised by how much I loved this. I absolutely despised Rainbow Rowell's Fangirl, and with the similarities between that novel and this one, my expectations for Eliza and Her Monsters were low. But I enjoyed this book so thoroughly that I read it in one sitting, all 400 pages of it.

Francesca Zappia really nailed the experience of being in a fandom and having online friends. While I wasn't nearly so shy during high school as Eliza, I didn't have many meaningful friendships irl. My online friends were my people. They understood my love for writing, for books, for adoptable pet sites I probably should've stopped playing when I was ten. Fangirl failed to capture this online identity and experience, but Zappia represents with it with near-perfection. The blog posts, profiles, and online chats especially were the highlight of the book for me due to their realism.

Surprisingly, I liked Eliza. I think she could be too cringey at times - more cringey than I ever was, despite being similarly shy and awkward in high school - but I'm willing to forgive it because of how clearly her mental illness was expressed and how she desired to change. I liked Wallace and his relationship with Eliza, even if was frustrating as hell towards the end.

The worst part of the book was definitely Eliza's family. Her family's lack of understanding and sympathy for Eliza felt so over-the-top that they became a caricature, a stereotype we see in early 2000s teen movies and YA novels. It was just Bad, which is so disappointing when Zappia does a great job with her realism otherwise.

Also, even though I loved this book, damn did it stress me out lmao.